i dont know, but i believe

I joined the singing competition hold by Taylor's university music club, but i stopeddddd! outside the top 5.
The competition started at afternoon 4pm, we arrived there before that time, so we just waited there, the ppl from music club were coming later, they came after 4.30pm. i have nothing to say about that , just wordless... how "effective" they are!!! while later, the competition start, we didt know much about this competitin as well, what song should we prepare, how mang songs we need to prepare when come to the competition , and we can bring our own back ground music or not, everything for me just a blank. but i did prepare one song for the autition, it's a old chinese song, called (ni zen me she de wo nan guo), am the 4th one to sing , before me there was a very good singer from indunisia , jeffery's fren...i forgot his name , actually i dont think his performance was good , but voice still okay, not consider very good.. lolx , but somehow he entered the final top 5 :(
My singing was not so good , but i think as least should be no problem that i can get into the top 5. but what i did is i screwed up my whole performance by answnering the 2nd rounds question , ya ~`i thought thoes question were stupid. they ask me what is my muscie background, well, for this question is still okay.. but then the 2nd question and the 3th question , i really think they are dump ! i was singing ( ni shi wo de eye) by they asking me to show my power of singing. will , actually i can sing a lot of song with high key one, i know that, but i think that one represent my passion of singing, so i just sing... after that they asked me , " who is your eye" i was totally stun there like a wood, i really dot know how to answer la, i really hope i can answer ' my girl fren' , but i dont think that was a nice discription , cuz the situation in that song is to discrip tat man was blind.. i dont wnana to be blind la XD.. Okay, they didt pick up me , fine , but the worsest thing is, they pick the guy singing Gary Cao's ( shi jie wei yi de ni ) , that was totally unfair, not onli me think that way, but most of my frens , and my menmen also said that so. his nose voice too song , and his peonounceation was in clearn la ~they said , they pick him , cuz he is the member of the music club, that means they know each other. so .....is it fair???
Okay, some reason for i lose this competition is that i think am not confident enought , what i mean is , if deep inside i dont think theire english better than me, or i think we are going to competite the singing skills but not language , i will not affraid of anything, not afraid of answering their question, so that;s the problem i found on me. Yeah ~ive go throught alot of things, i shouldt be afraid of anything, expecially singsing, which i think i have talent on it. and i should be more confident, and shows that i proud of my singsing, but not afraid of the little question asked by the same ages of ppl... ya ~~i will be coming back, just next year, same month, same competition , just different Me!!!!!