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unbelievable, today, i went to sing-k again, ahah ~~with phang, his brother, jefreey and carmen togather, all of us were performance quite good lo. we sing a lot of song, in the ends, 4 of guys, we sing westlife's song togather, omg ! i thing very nice lo, next time i will still go with them all.
I paid my rental already, this month is RM393. 33 is the electronic bill, actually i felt kinda bo song lo, i think i didt use much of the electronic, and water compared with others, and my rental is nearly 400 lo , and it's no air-con, i think i will find the better place to stay next time, when everything is going okay.
I just back form "old tast" copi dian, we were having the conversation about the ghost there, thats so terrified me lo,i think carmen more scared than me, expecially when phang said somet true stories, but somehow i like it.
carmens gone just now, cuz we just had fight. initially i said something about her, and she return me some words which hurts my feelings, so i just kept silent, but i just didt send her away, after that she go bought a water for me, that i appreciated.
i really dont understand why, why everytime we had fight so easily. Seems the reasons are too small, but we were still fighting for them. is it worth? if we like that, why do we have to be to gather? sometimes i just felt so hopeless, in here, nobody will understand me, nobody really cared about me, if u did ? is the way i needed ? i did not feel like to be home, i dont have thoes feelings, or perhaps u couldt give me one.
Maybe, i had my Pride and you had your Prejudice......